Yea man, I'm in the HOLE not whole, that goes to show you how my head must be spinning.
I will pay it back, but will I be able to write with other companies in the mean time?
This company starts with an L and is a recruiting factory.
Send them a letter and request that you'll make monthly payments...tell them that's the best you can do. I have a company that was charging me a $60 license renewal fee every 2 years until I canceled my contract with them. My debit balance was near $400(I wasn't writing any business with them). I set up a payment plan with them and everything worked out okay.
Not sure on you owing 3 grand and how it effects other licensing..it could be a problem if you're not paying it off.